its been stressful. my dog died and my friends are forgetting me. I’ve been binge eating. not caring what I eat or how bad it is for me. plus i’m on my time of the month and a;silmfw;eofmasd;cfknafowieefjascfkm
yesterday I had a bacon ranch steak quesadilla and fried potato skins at chilis because my boyfriend wanted to take me out for dinner.
now i’m like. why am I even trying. he still thinks i’m fat. and he loves me no matter what so i can just stay fat and call it a day.